Dear Eleanor,
I miss you so very much sweet angel. Sunday Mommy and Daddy took your sisters and brother to the pool. As I was loading them up in Daddy's truck my mind instantly went to you. Daddy and I often joked when I was pregnant with you that we would all never be able to ride in his truck again. Your sissys and brother were all buckled in to their seats and dressed in their bathing suits. I began to think about this adorable pink little bathing suit that I bought before you were born in case you were a girl. I began to cry, we miss you.
I miss you so very much sweet angel. Sunday Mommy and Daddy took your sisters and brother to the pool. As I was loading them up in Daddy's truck my mind instantly went to you. Daddy and I often joked when I was pregnant with you that we would all never be able to ride in his truck again. Your sissys and brother were all buckled in to their seats and dressed in their bathing suits. I began to think about this adorable pink little bathing suit that I bought before you were born in case you were a girl. I began to cry, we miss you.
We had so many plans this summer and every single one included you. Almost hourly I imagine what I would be doing if you were here with us. We love you so much Ellie.
I hate that that you're all hurting so indescribably. I hate how cruel life can be..
ReplyDeleteNothing but love to you all. My heart breaks daily for the loss of Ellie.