Ellie's Funeral

Ellie's funeral was simple and perfect. It was just family and close friends. It was raining and chilly but beautiful. Honestly most of it is a blur and I don't think I could share my emotions even if I tried. No one should ever have to bury their child. Seeing my other daughters put a flower down on their baby sister and crying real tears will forever change me. We lost our baby, they lost their sister, grandparents lost their grand baby, cousins lost a cousin, aunts and uncles lost a niece. Heaven did gain a beautiful angel and I know that Ellie will only ever know love but right now I just want her back with me.

 Saying one last goodbye to my angel

 One of my favorite floral arrangements we received. It was so beautiful and girly just like Ellie.

 Another one of my favorites.